That was six days ago. "Yeah, but... Do... You think it will snow soon? To the garden out in the back.". Shougo always thought he could do everything on his own and never bothered asking for help. Bokuto resisted, standing firm in place. "Yeah, but for all the wrong reasons." Here too..." His voice was weaker than before, if possible. "But why?" He couldn't face him. I'm usually around Kuroo, so..." He shrugged with little energy. He wanted healthy friends that he could talk to on a regular basis, not one sick friend who he'd have to invest personal and emotional time into. No words were exchanged for a moment, and soon, the short amount of silence had become awkward. He looked around. Please consider turning it on! He found it strange, how Bokuto was the one walking around when he was the sick one out of the lot. Left.". In dismay, Bokuto sat up in bed and slowly reached around his neck to pull off the warm piece of cloth. I know that I'm a lost cause. His hand held onto one of Bokuto's very thin arms, and his thumb would occasionally rub up and down to comfort him. Strange. Seijuro Akashi (Kuroko no Basket) Seijuro Akashi is one adamant basketball player in the “Kuroko no Basket” anime series. Akaashi paused and gripped the strap of his bag. They shared each other's company in silence for what felt like the length of five minutes, and in that time, Akaashi never once looked to the side to catch a glimpse at Kuroo. He used to be bigger than Kuroo, but now he's the one who's smaller. Though the question was asked clearly, Bokuto didn't make a sound, nor did he move. "Then let's go!" You sleep if you want to. But as he spoke about his favorite scene, Akaashi could sense a powerful vibe coming from him... One that wasn't there before. Akaashi pulled a solemn face and closed the laptop. He carried a look on his face that made him seem more sinister than sincere, and his eyes flitted from Kenma to Akaashi, and then back to Kenma. He instead continued to stare in Akaashi's direction with hopeful eyes. "Why did you stop so suddenly? ", "It's more than that!" But Kuroo insisted." "Don't record me.". Frail, shaking fingers pushed through his own black and white hair in an attempt to calm himself down, but another thunder clap sounded, louder that time. Akaashi liked it when this happened. Akaashi could feel Bokuto's enthusiasm through his text messages. ", "He's genuine, kind, and at times, infantile, but that's what makes him so... Likeable, I suppose. He whispered the words. He looked down, his hair hanging over his face. Hang in there, alright? Why must I always run into the strange ones? Akaashi figured it was safe to say that Bokuto had already begun to pull Kenma back in. He moved in his seat and sat straight against the head of the bed, then looked down at Bokuto. He probably had a thousand things to say, but he kept them all at bay and instead rolled onto his side, facing away from Akaashi. "How did he look?" Akaashi refused to have reacted to those moments, hoping to spare his visitor the embarrassment of him having seen that. "Wait, what? "I know that I'm unbearable. Relaxing his head against the crook of Bokuto's neck, Akaashi blinked wearily and stared off into the distance. In another life.". "Please, it will only take a second. Akaashi and Bokuto carried a sort of unspoken communication with each other. ", "Yeah... Yeah. He made his way up the same path, walking swiftly and without pause. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). He blinked sluggishly. and 15545 more users His eyes widened as much as they could. The ball was tossed back to him, and again, he got back to tossing the ball for Bokuto. It was the last word Kuroo murmured before he stared forward as well, having nothing more to say. Keeping his eyes closed, Akaashi took in the feeling of this. It wasn't like Bokuto to question what he said in such a straightforward fashion. Anything is fine." Surely enough, snow was falling, and in chunks too, but this did not grasp Bokuto's attention. He had to be. For every time Akaashi would witness this, his mind would repeat one phrase, whether he wanted to hear it or not. "When have you ever tried to make a joke? Suffers panic attacks because of them. Now if only the sickly one would hit it. He turned his head to get a clear look at Bokuto's face, but instantly wished he hadn't. He found he had nothing more to say. "Don't apologize.". Cold. I've got time. "I thought you were waiting for the snow. His lips quivered before he could form his words. Akaashi's eyes widened, his emotions now falling victim to a strange mix of fear and fury. Akaashi tapped his fingers quietly against his pants. There, he parted the glass slightly. Akaashi pointed down the road. Why did he lack the understanding of just how serious his condition was? "But I thought you had that nightmare." "The gymnasium's about ten minutes that way." His thumb aimlessly hovered over the keyboard, thinking of what to type. Once it did, Akaashi was greeted with a, "Hello?". ", "I do, but I don't want to watch it. His ability to speak left him soon after. Bokuto held out his own, eager to see if it were true. I just met him." He couldn't look at his face. He could feel his heartbeat thumping hard against his chest, as if it wanted to break free. Fire Emblem. He couldn't sleep because of his honest fascination with him. Bokuto moved closer to where Akaashi was standing, all the while still sitting in bed. "I can barely keep my eyes open by day, and can barely keep them closed by night." "How does it feel? "For a guy who's name is Kuroo, he sure is a colorful one." He tossed the navy blue one to Bokuto, remembering how fond he was of it the last time he'd come over. Находите и прикалывайте свои пины в Pinterest! Akaashi almost smiled. He must have been. Akaashi laced his fingers together and dug his nails into the backs of his hands. "I told you I had my moments every so often.". There anymore? "Were you sick? Kuroo rubbed the lower part of his face with his hand. Complete and utter silence befell them afterwards. "It caught me off guard. But during the other two nights, he surely did make the effort to try and lull himself to sleep, but each time he did, he either found himself stirring awake from a strange dream, or lying wide awake in the middle of the night, half expecting to receive a message from Bokuto. He didn't care, nor did he think he would care in the near future. He commented softly, leaning back in his seat. He thought the video had gone by too quickly, but it had actually lasted a little under thirty seconds. The smile on Bokuto's lips grew just a little more, signifying that he'd answered yes to Akaashi's question. He understood where Akaashi was coming from and didn't even think of holding his icy tone against him. Standing at the side of Bokuto's bed, Akaashi glanced to the open door that led to the hallway. There was only blackness. It was the only normal thing to do, considering how he was the one who was suffering from said disease. [I'm excited for you to come over tomorrow! Whole. "I don't think I want to ask about the symptoms of this illness.". Bokuto gathered the navy blue blanket in his arms, and cautiously threw it around his shoulders. "Please hold onto it, Bokuto.". He held his hand up in a "peace sign", and the video ended with him on screen. I want you, Tetsuya and you know it.'' He removed his slippers and waited at the entrance for his friend to enter. But in the end, I couldn't move. It's just a matter of time before they wreak havoc on his new life he has built. Both hands had clasped around Bokuto's own now, quavering without pause. Perplexed, Akaashi directed his full attention to Bokuto. Akaashi grew silent and knitted his fingers together on his stomach, his head relaxing into his pillow. They were the only two in the gym. He rubbed the back of his neck. I think you'd better leave 'em both alone.". Imagine the looks on their faces when they see me coming in from the outside. Bokuto had nothing more to say after that. What was he to say? He sat in his room for the majority of the day, and had spent at least six hours awake until he'd picked his phone up in his hands again. It still smelled like him. With one elbow on the bed, he held his phone so that the both of them could see. He turned his head in the opposite direction, facing Akaashi now. He gave a mock swing of his arm, as if spiking. All he wanted was to see Bokuto again, even if just for a second. Looking for information on the anime Kuroko no Basket 3rd Season (Kuroko's Basketball 3)? It was frustrating, it was infuriating, and it was overall saddening, but Akaashi could not show any of this. Another two weeks had passed since Akaashi had seen Bokuto, but this time, he waited outside of the hospital, several meters away from the entrance. ], [I would hope so. "Kuroo looks happy now. Bokuto flinched hard enough to make the bed shake. His head eased into his pillow, and to his surprise, within a matter of minutes, he could feel himself slipping. He reached a hand out to turn on the lamp that sat on his nightstand. He started down the hall, sighing heavily, intent on rushing home. "This is Kuroo, a close friend of mine. Swiftly, Akaashi closed the window, having gathered just enough snow off the edge for him to show to Bokuto. He found himself unable to say anything else, figuring that Bokuto wouldn't have anything to say either, but he was wrong. "No you haven't. Bokuto's head lay against Akaashi's shoulder. Akaashi frowned and felt that familiar pain pierce his chest. ], [No, more like the clichéd kind, where you sit up in bed in a cold sweat. So he didn't care anymore. Why did he want to know his name? "Keep doing what you're doing." That had been the fifth time that month where Akaashi had to tear himself out of another nightmare. Akaashi could still feel the sensation of his wild white and black hair brushing against his cheek whenever he moved, and the warmth that came from him as he held him close. "All I can say is that sleeping doesn't come as easily as it used to." "Fine by me! "I hadn't noticed that one was rolling in." Akashi was stunned before a smile was seen on his lips, as he, himself, couldn't also control the overwhelming joy inside him, “I’m not scared either.”. Akaashi furrowed his brow and looked outside, away from Bokuto. The disembodied voice came from off screen. Akaashi flinched. On the first night out of the three, Akaashi flat out refused to get any rest in fear of suffering another night terror. He didn't know how to deal with him now, so he remained silent. A gasp escaped Bokuto. Bokuto's head lolled to the side, directing his attention back to the movie. "Relax." Akaashi shifted in his seat, now timid. It was soft. Akaashi stirred in bed slightly and let out a weak grunt. Shut him out, don't let him in. And even if he could speak, he wouldn't have been able to talk for long considering the state he was in. I wish I could sleep like that again.". Akaashi felt that his words were a bit bitter, but he had no other way of telling Bokuto the truth. ", Bokuto couldn't help but guffaw, his head tilting back. The air around Akaashi thickened, and suddenly he found it difficult to breathe. Akaashi said bitterly as he hobbled up the stairs. Above, the clouds were dense, and they gathered quickly, casting a dark shroud over Akaashi's path. Haikyuu!! Akaashi's eyebrows knit together. Keeping in contact with me wouldn't be a good idea.". "It's just... A slow, downhill ride f-f...rom here. There was definitely a storm coming his way, so Akaashi knew that Bokuto would need him. Bokuto nodded and stretched a wobbling arm out. Akaashi did not give him time to react to this as he moved closer still, and when he was close enough, he lowered his head to lean it on Bokuto's shoulder. Looking back to Bokuto, he was relieved to see that he still had his attention on the window. He was trying to, he truly was, but he just couldn't. I think the window will be as far as we can go." It shocked him as Akaashi continued. "Bokuto is starting to look less and less like his old self, too. But three hours can also feel like seven minutes. There was almost a hint of sarcasm in his voice. "This is Akaashi. The bright light caused him to squint as he read the message. That would be nice. Without hesitation, he ran across the court to retrieve the ball. So he stayed in place, holding onto Bokuto, taking in his company for one last time before he'd never see him again. He had probably lost a bit overtwenty pounds in the two months that passed. And I d-don't want you to... See it all h-hap...pen.". Hesitant fingers that ghosted over Akaashi's forehead in order to push a loose strand of hair away. Bokuto would lay still for quite a while, his head tilted to the side with one hand on his stomach, and the other at his side. "Keep in touch, Akaashi.". "I refuse to go. Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Or maybe not brooding, but more along the lines of apathetic. "So I figured if you left now... You... Wouldn't have to... And it wouldn't h-hurt so much...". "One, maybe two months at most, if I'm lucky. He turned his head weakly, and his body along with it. He figured it was already past five in the afternoon. "I guess you can... Just as long as you're feeling better. He almost didn't want to ask the question. He felt the need to keep most of his questions at bay. Akaashi kicked his legs out of bed and strode to his window. "It was sudden." Akaashi almost smiled back, and he would have, too, if it hadn't been for the thunder that sounded its arrival from above. Bokuto's voice rang out from the room this time. Those yellow eyes of his would often dart to the floor, then to the ceiling, around the room, and back to the floor, but he would never look at Akaashi. He lost the ability to walk a little more than a week ago. He walked home that day with a balled up blanket in his arms, a burgundy scarf around his neck, and nothing more from the hospital. "Ha! Because of the nightmare? "You don't like to see him like that, do you?". "I heard the doctors talking. "You chose the perfect night." Loud, though.". [Nightmare? The male across from him did well in hiding the look of offense that almost surfaced upon his face. Un jour, voulant que les choses changent entre eux, Kise oragnise un week-end qui peut-être l'aider à cette tâche. He squeezed Akaashi, mashing him closer until he could barely breathe. 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